Al-Aqsa Intifada

This section will go through the ongoing crisis in Israel and Palestine.  It will outline the facts of the crisis and will include stories, poetry, and peulot.

Overview

Facts From the Mitchell Commission

Peula: The Way I See It

They Took My Son You Wait Your Whole Life to Have a Son and They…Kidnap Him!

To Be Israeli (December version) – Yair Lapid (2001)

The Palestinian Vision of Peace

An end to Israeli occupation will mean a just war

Peula: The Crises In Israel

Bus 823

Intifada

  Overview

After the utter failure of the Camp David talks in 2000, the Palestinian people again felt frustration toward the—what seemed to be never-ending—occupation and the leadership of the Palestinian National Authority.  On September 28, 2000, Ariel Sharon, a man many Palestinians consider to be a war criminal, visited the Temple Mount in Jerusalem.  Riots erupted throughout the territories and Arab cities in Israel almost immediately.  The following day Hamas declared a Day of Rage and violence continued to escalate.  After seven months of violence, the Mitchell Commission published a report that outlined the causes and events of the Al-Aqsa Intifada.  The findings of the report are summarized below.

Facts From the Mitchell Commission

·        In late September 2000, Israeli, Palestinian, and other officials received reports that Member of the Knesset (now Prime Minister) Ariel Sharon was planning a visit to the Haram al-Sharif/Temple Mount in Jerusalem. Palestinian and U.S. officials urged then Prime Minister Ehud Barak to prohibit the visit. Mr. Barak told us that he believed the visit was intended to be an internal political act directed against him by a political opponent, and he declined to prohibit it.

·        Mr. Sharon made the visit on September 28 accompanied by over 1,000 Israeli police officers. Although Israelis viewed the visit in an internal political context, Palestinians saw it as highly provocative to them. On the following day, in the same place, a large number of unarmed Palestinian demonstrators and a large Israeli police contingent confronted each other. According to the U.S. Department of State, “Palestinians held large demonstrations and threw stones at police in the vicinity of the Western Wall. Police used rubber-coated metal bullets and live ammunition to disperse the demonstrators, killing 4 persons and injuring about 200.” According to the GOI (Government of Israel), 14 policemen were injured.

·        Similar demonstrations took place over the following several days. Thus began what has become known as the “Al-Aqsa Intifada” (Al-Aqsa being a mosque at the Haram al- Sharif/Temple Mount).

·        The GOI asserts that the immediate catalyst for the violence was the breakdown of the Camp David negotiations on July 25, 2000 and the “widespread appreciation in the international community of Palestinian responsibility for the impasse.” In this view, Palestinian violence was planned by the PA leadership, and was aimed at “provoking and incurring Palestinian casualties as a means of regaining the diplomatic initiative.”

·        The Palestinian Liberation Organization (PLO) denies the allegation that the Intifada was planned. It claims, however, that “Camp David represented nothing less than an attempt by Israel to extend the force it exercises on the ground to negotiations.”

·        From the perspective of the PLO, Israel responded to the disturbances with excessive and illegal use of deadly force against demonstrators; behavior which, in the PLO’s view, reflected Israel’s contempt for the lives and safety of Palestinians. For Palestinians, the widely seen images of Muhammad al Durra in Gaza on September 30, shot as he huddled behind his father, reinforced that perception.

·        From the perspective of the GOI, the demonstrations were organized and directed by the Palestinian leadership to create sympathy for their cause around the world by provoking Israeli security forces to fire upon demonstrators, especially young people. For Israelis, the lynching of two military reservists, First Sgt. Vadim Novesche and First Cpl. Yosef Avrahani, in Ramallah on October 12, reflected a deep-seated Palestinian hatred of Israel and Jews.

·        What began as a series of confrontations between Palestinian demonstrators and Israeli security forces, which resulted in the GOI’s initial restrictions of the movement of people and goods in the West Bank and Gaza Strip (closures), has since evolved into a wider array of violent actions and responses.

·        In their submissions, the parties traded allegations about the motivation and degree of control exercised by the other. However, we were provided with no persuasive evidence that the Sharon visit was anything other than an internal political act; neither were we provided with persuasive evidence that the PA planned the uprising.

·        Accordingly, we have no basis on which to conclude that there was a deliberate plan by the PA to initiate a campaign of violence at the first opportunity; or to conclude that there was a deliberate plan by the GOI to respond with lethal force.

·        However, there is also no evidence on which to conclude that the PA made a consistent effort to contain the demonstrations and control the violence once it began; or that the GOI made a consistent effort to use non-lethal means to control demonstrations of unarmed Palestinians. Amid rising anger, fear, and mistrust, each side assumed the worst about the other and acted accordingly.

·        The Sharon visit did not cause the “Al-Aqsa Intifada.” But it was poorly timed and the provocative effect should have been foreseen; indeed, it was foreseen by those who urged that the visit be prohibited. More significant were the events that followed: The decision of the Israeli police on September 29 to use lethal means against the Palestinian demonstrators; and the subsequent failure, as noted above, of either party to exercise restraint.

·        The roots of the current violence extend much deeper than an inconclusive summit conference. Both sides have made clear a profound disillusionment with the behavior of the other in failing to meet the expectations arising from the peace process.

·        We are struck by the divergent expectations expressed by the parties in relating to the implementation of the Oslo process. Results achieved from this process were unthinkable less than 10 years ago. During the latest round of negotiations, the parties were closer to a permanent settlement than ever before.

·        Nonetheless, Palestinians and Israeli alike told us that the premise on which the Oslo process is based – that tackling the hard “permanent status” issues be deferred to the end of the process – has gradually come under serious pressure.

·        The GOI has placed primacy on moving toward a Permanent Status Agreement in a nonviolent atmosphere, consistent with commitments contained in the agreements between the parties.

·        The PLO view is that delays in the process have been the result of an Israeli attempt to prolong and solidify the occupation… “In sum, Israel’s proposals at Camp David provided for Israel’s annexation of the best Palestinian lands, the perpetuation of Israeli control over East Jerusalem, a continued military presence on Palestinian territory, Israeli control over Palestinian natural resources, airspace and borders, and the return of fewer than 1% of refugees to their homes.”

·        Both sides see the lack of full compliance with agreements reached since the opening of the peace process as evidence of a lack of good faith. This conclusion led to an erosion of trust even before the permanent status negotiations began.

·        During the last seven months, these views have hardened into divergent realities. Each side views the other as having acted in bad faith; as having turned the optimism of Oslo into suffering and grief of victims and their loved ones. In their statements and actions, each side demonstrates a perspective that fails to recognize any truth in the perspective of the other.

·        For the Palestinian side, “Madrid” and “Oslo” heralded the prospect of a State, and guaranteed an end to the occupation and a resolution of outstanding matters within an agreed time. Palestinians are genuinely angry at the continued growth of settlements and at their daily experiences of humiliation and disruption as a result of Israel’s presence in the Palestinian territories. Palestinians see settlers and settlements in their midst not only as violating the spirit of the Oslo process, but also as application of force in the form of Israel’s overwhelming military superiority.

·        The PLO also claims that the GOI has failed to comply with other commitments, such as the further withdrawal from the West Bank and the release of Palestinian prisoners. In addition, Palestinians expressed frustration with the impasse over refugees and the deteriorating economic circumstances in the West Bank and Gaza Strip.

·        From the GOI perspective, the expansion of settlement activity and the taking of measures to facilitate the convenience and safety of settlers do not prejudice the outcome of permanent status negotiations…

·        Indeed, Israelis point out that at the Camp David summit and during subsequent talks, the GOI offered to make significant concessions with respect to the settlements in the context of an overall agreement.

·        Security, however, is the key GOI concern. The GOI maintains that the PLO has breached its solemn commitments by continuing the use of violence in the pursuit of political objectives…

·        According to the GOI, the Palestinian failure takes on several forms: Institutionalized anti-Israel, anti-Jewish incitement; the release from detention of terrorists; the failure to control illegal weapons; and the actual conduct of violent operations… The GOI maintains that the PLO has significantly violated its renunciation of terrorism and other acts of violence, thereby significantly eroding trust between the parties.

Question:

·    What were the major causes of the Al-Aqsa Intifada?

·        How could the crisis come to an end?

Peula: The Way I See It!

Goal: Discuss the current uprising; uncover a few myths and biases; discuss the ramifications that the Intifadah will have on chinuch at machaneh this summer.   

Age: Older chanichim

Materials: pens, paper, scissors

Method: in a group of 3-5 read the Mitchell Report brief summary of events (or a more updated summary).  Rewrite the facts into a brief newspaper/magazine article and pick a picture to go along with it.  (40 min)

Perspectives: CNN (neutral), BBC (neutral), Jerusalem Post (right of center), Ha’aretz (left of center), Al Quds (Palestinian), Al Hadath (Jordanian). 

Sikkum: The groups should get together and present their articles.  A discussion should be facilitated by a madrich in which the different viewpoints (i.e., Palestinian, Palestinian-Israeli, Israeli right wing/left wing, etc.) are presented, what is our responsibility as madrichim of Habonim Dror?

They Took My Son

You Wait Your Whole Life to Have a Son and They…Kidnap Him!

By Tom Darom, Israel

            Imagine yourself grow up, get married and give birth to a beautiful son.  You love him, you raise him, you watch him grow.  You make dreams about his future, and after 18 years you know that it’s time for him to join the army.  You look at him, and you’re proud of that young man you’ve raised.  But together with that pride you’re also afraid, for joining the army means that you’re willing to die for your country.

            That fear exists inside of you, you miss him when he’s away.  You’re eager to look at him, to feel him, to hear his voice.  Then comes the phone call, and he says everything’s ok, and that calms you down a bit.  You live from a phone call to a phone call, and at the time between you just wait.

            And then, one day, you’re told that your son has been kidnapped.  Then you realize that there won’t be anymore phone calls.  You realize that no matter how eager you are to see him, to feel him, to hear his voice, it won’t happen.  You know that someone took your son away from you and you can’t even know if someone let him live, or killed him.  The time goes by and you still have no idea what those kidnappers are doing to your son, and how is he, considering he is alive.

            You know you can’t lose hope because it would mean killing your child.  So you continue living with that unknowing that is killing you inside.  You can’t lose hope because it would mean turning your back to your son.

            You wish you could speak to the kidnappers and explain to them your pain, explain to them that the boy they’ve kidnapped is someone’s son, brother, or friend.  To make them understand that someone who is doing something like that can’t be human.

            But time keeps going by.   A month, six months, a year.  No sign of hope, nothing to hold on to, no idea if your son is still breathing.  Everyone else says that chances are small, but giving up hope would mean killing your own child.

            So you wait, and you wait, without knowing how long.  It could be a day, a year, and could be forever.  And there is no happy ending to this story because time still keeps going by…

            Taken from Volume 2, no. 11 of  Crossing Borders, a bi-monthly regional (Israel, Palestine, Jordan) youth magazine.

To Be Israeli (December version) – Yair Lapid (2001)

Translated by: Shoshana Becker

To Be Israeli. To turn the TV on  at night and see that instead of “Rambo III” they are showing a local thriller with us starring in it. To hope that no one you know is there, to be happy no one you know was there, to be ashamed you were happy. To keep looking even though you know what the next picture will be. To say “Unbelievable ! I was there just two weeks ago !”. To feel you survived even though you weren’t even close. To walk around the house at 2am, quietly watch the children sleeping. To think that like that, under their sheets, they suddenly look small again.

To Be Israeli. To know something happened by the songs they play on the radio. To think, to yourself, that Davka after terror attacks they play the best songs. To understand that if they say “there are casualties”, they really mean “there are dead people”, and that “critically wounded” means “fighting for their lives”. To phone your family, even though its late and just Stam ask them how they are. To go to the mall like you are going to Miluim, to go to Miluim like you are going to the mall. To say, “If I were smart, I’d move to Australia”, but not really mean it. To fight, a little bit more than usual, with the person you are living with, but not admit to yourself it is because of stress.

To Be Israeli. To say “we have to show them !”, without knowing who “they” are. To say, “this could not keep going on like that” but be afraid it will keep going on exactly like that. To say, “we need to take back Gaza”, just to hear yourself say it. To understand there is no simple solution, but still hope there is. To Listen to those radio shows where people call in and say awful things, to think it shows how low we reached, but also want a little to call in yourself. To remember you have relied on too many leaders that have let you down but tell yourself there still may be someone else. To tell yourself it’s time to write a will, but not do so.

To Be Israeli. To feel, in the middle of the day, unexplainably tired, starting from the shoulders and going down the spine. To be “Chiloni” and ask, “What’s with god ?”, or “Dati” that asks, “what about Tsahal ?”. To say “more people die in car accidents” but not to be sure it’s till true. To calculate that after Jerusalem and Haifa it will be Tel Aviv’s turn. To be angry when people say “a sophisticated terror attack”, because they don’t deserve such a compliment. To meet a friend that asks if you’ve heard that George Harrison died, and think he must be living on Mars. To know for sure that in a day or two you will find out you knew someone that was killed or someone who knew someone that was killed.

To Be Israeli. To say, “I’m fine, but the country is in deep SHIT. To start sentences with “apart from the Matsav…”. To cancel travels because of bad timing and then go anyway because “damn it all”. To remember Rabin for no reason. To discover you never spoke to your son about that war and swear you’ll find the time for it. To want to go to that Georgian film everyone is talking about, because you want something Israeli. To eat a little more than usually, wake up late and go for a run, to notice that lately everyone is telling jokes. To know it all symbolizes something, but not be sure WHAT.

To Be Israeli. To feel the country is a little too complicated for you. To exchange familiar phrases/words with strangers, to hear foreign phrases/words from people you thought you knew well. To be comforted by the fact that this year at least it is raining. To stand by the window with a cup of tea in your hand and think, for the first time in years how nice God is for cleaning up the world like that. To agree to accept a post-dated cheque, because it also has to do with the Matsav. To sit down at night with all your bills and decide it’s time to cut back. To look at pictures instead of reading the paper. To Be Israeli. To be a better person, a little better than you thought you can be.

Questions:

·    How have Israelis suffered through this crisis?

·        In light of these sufferings, will the Israeli people be willing to be partners in peace?

The Palestinian Vision of Peace

By Yasser Arafat

RAMALLAH — For the past 16 months, Israelis and Palestinians have been locked in a catastrophic cycle of violence, a cycle which only promises more bloodshed and fear. The cycle has led many to conclude that peace is impossible, a myth borne out of ignorance of the Palestinian position. Now is the time for the Palestinians to state clearly, and for the world to hear clearly, the Palestinian vision.

But first, let me be very clear. I condemn the attacks carried out by terrorist groups against Israeli civilians. These groups do not represent the Palestinian people or their legitimate aspirations for freedom. They are terrorist organizations, and I am determined to put an end to their activities.

The Palestinian vision of peace is an independent and viable Palestinian state on the territories occupied by Israel in 1967, living as an equal neighbor alongside Israel with peace and security for both the Israeli and Palestinian peoples. In 1988, the Palestine National Council adopted a historic resolution calling for the implementation of applicable United Nations resolutions, particularly, Resolutions 242 and 338. The Palestinians recognized Israel's right to exist on 78 percent of historical Palestine with the understanding that we would be allowed to live in freedom on the remaining 22 percent, which has been under Israeli occupation since 1967. Our commitment to that two-state solution remains unchanged, but unfortunately, also remains unreciprocated.

We seek true independence and full sovereignty: the right to control our own airspace, water resources and borders; to develop our own economy, to have normal commercial relations with our neighbors, and to travel freely. In short, we seek only what the free world now enjoys and only what Israel insists on for itself: the right to control our own destiny and to take our place among free nations.

In addition, we seek a fair and just solution to the plight of Palestinian refugees who for 54 years have not been permitted to return to their homes. We understand Israel's demographic concerns and understand that the right of return of Palestinian refugees, a right guaranteed under international law and United Nations Resolution 194, must be implemented in a way that takes into account such concerns. However, just as we Palestinians must be realistic with respect to Israel's demographic desires, Israelis too must be realistic in understanding that there can be no solution to the Israeli-Palestinian conflict if the legitimate rights of these innocent civilians continue to be ignored. Left unresolved, the refugee issue has the potential to undermine any permanent peace agreement between Palestinians and Israelis. How is a Palestinian refugee to understand that his or her right of return will not be honored but those of Kosovar Albanians, Afghans and East Timorese have been?

There are those who claim that I am not a partner in peace. In response, I say Israel's peace partner is, and always has been, the Palestinian people. Peace is not a signed agreement between individuals — it is reconciliation between peoples. Two peoples cannot reconcile when one demands control over the other, when one refuses to treat the other as a partner in peace, when one uses the logic of power rather than the power of logic. Israel has yet to understand that it cannot have peace while denying justice. As long as the occupation of Palestinian lands continues, as long as Palestinians are denied freedom, then the path to the "peace of the brave" that I embarked upon with my late partner Yitzhak Rabin, will be littered with obstacles.

The Palestinian people have been denied their freedom for far too long and are the only people in the world still living under foreign occupation. How is it possible that the entire world can tolerate this oppression, discrimination and humiliation? The 1993 Oslo Accord, signed on the White House lawn, promised the Palestinians freedom by May 1999. Instead, since 1993, the Palestinian people have endured a doubling of Israeli settlers, expansion of illegal Israeli settlements on Palestinian land and increased restrictions on freedom of movement. How do I convince my people that Israel is serious about peace while over the past decade Israel intensified the colonization of Palestinian land from which it was ostensibly negotiating a withdrawal?

But no degree of oppression and no level of desperation can ever justify the killing of innocent civilians. I condemn terrorism. I condemn the killing of innocent civilians, whether they are Israeli, American or Palestinian; whether they are killed by Palestinian extremists, Israeli settlers, or by the Israeli government. But condemnations do not stop terrorism. To stop terrorism, we must understand that terrorism is simply the symptom, not the disease.

The personal attacks on me currently in vogue may be highly effective in giving Israelis an excuse to ignore their own role in creating the current situation. But these attacks do little to move the peace process forward and, in fact, are not designed to. Many believe that Ariel Sharon, Israel's prime minister, given his opposition to every peace treaty Israel has ever signed, is fanning the flames of unrest in an effort to delay indefinitely a return to negotiations. Regrettably, he has done little to prove them wrong. Israeli government practices of settlement construction, home demolitions, political assassinations, closures and shameful silence in the face of Israeli settler violence and other daily humiliations are clearly not aimed at calming the situation.

The Palestinians have a vision of peace: it is a peace based on the complete end of the occupation and a return to Israel's 1967 borders, the sharing of all Jerusalem as one open city and as the capital of two states, Palestine and Israel. It is a warm peace between two equals enjoying mutually beneficial economic and social cooperation. Despite the brutal repression of Palestinians over the last four decades, I believe when Israel sees Palestinians as equals, and not as a subjugated people upon whom it can impose its will, such a vision can come true. Indeed it must.

Palestinians are ready to end the conflict. We are ready to sit down now with any Israeli leader, regardless of his history, to negotiate freedom for the Palestinians, a complete end of the occupation, security for Israel and creative solutions to the plight of the refugees while respecting Israel's demographic concerns. But we will only sit down as equals, not as supplicants; as partners, not as subjects; as seekers of a just and peaceful solution, not as a defeated nation grateful for whatever scraps are thrown our way. For despite Israel's overwhelming military advantage, we possess something even greater: the power of justice.

Yasir Arafat was elected president of the Palestinian Authority in 1996 and is also chairman of the Palestine Liberation Organization (from the New York Times).

Questions:

·    Is Arafat’s vision a positive one?

·        Do you agree with his plan for peace?

·        Do you believe that Arafat could be a partner for peace?

An end to Israeli occupation will mean a just war

Withdrawal from Palestinian territories is now essential if a moral victory is to be achieved

By Amoz Oz

Two Palestinian-Israeli wars have erupted in this region. One is the Palestinian nation's war for its freedom from occupation and for its right to independent statehood. Any decent person ought to support this cause. The second war is waged by fanatical Islam, from Iran to Gaza and from Lebanon to Ramallah, to destroy Israel and drive the Jews out of their land. Any decent person ought to abhor this cause.

Yasser Arafat and his men are running both wars simultaneously, pretending they are one. The suicide killers evidently make no distinction. Much of the worldwide bafflement about the Middle East, much of the confusion among the Israelis themselves, stem from the overlap between these two wars.

Decent peace seekers, in Israel and elsewhere, are often drawn into simplistic positions. They either defend Israel's continued occupation of the West Bank and Gaza by claiming that Israel has been targeted by Muslim holy war ever since its foundation in 1948, or else they vilify Israel on the grounds that nothing but the occupation prevents a just and lasting peace.

One simplistic argument allows Palestinians to kill all Israelis on the basis of their natural right to resist occupation. An equally simplistic counter-argument allows Israelis to oppress all Palestinians because an all-out Islamic jihad has been launched against them.

Two wars are being fought in this region. One is a just war, and the other is both unjust and futile.

Israel must step down from the war on the Palestinian territories. It must begin to end occupation and evacuate the Jewish settlements that were deliberately thrust into the depth of Palestinian lands. Its borders must be drawn, unilaterally if need be, upon the logic of demography and the moral imperative to withdraw from governing a hostile population.

But would an end to occupation terminate the Muslim holy war against Israel? This is hard to predict. If jihad comes to an end, both sides would be able to sit down and negotiate peace. If it does not, we would have to seal and fortify Israel's logical border, the demographic border, and keep fighting for our lives against fanatical Islam.

If, despite simplistic visions, the end of occupation will not result in peace, at least we will have one war to fight rather than two. Not a war for our full occupancy of the Holy Land, but a war for our right to live in a free and sovereign Jewish state in part of that land. A just war, a no-alternative war. A war we will win. Like any people who were ever forced to fight for their very homes and freedom and lives.

Amos Oz is one of Israel's leading novelists and a founder of the Peace Now movement. The article was taken from the April 7, 2002 issue of the Observer.

Questions:

·    Which of the two wars that Amos Oz describes is more important for Israel to be fighting?

·        Is Oz right in that it’s Israel should be fighting one war and not the other?

Peula: The Crises In Israel

Goal: Give Chevrei Tnua more hard facts on the crises.  Encourage debate.

Age: Older chaverim. Probably most suited for madrichim.

Materials: Posters with the statements, literature, facts, stats, etc.

Trigger: The room will be divided by two statements:

·        Popular Palestinian Frustration at the shortcomings of the Oslo accords led to the failure of Camp David and the current uprising.

·        Barak made the most generous offer ever presented to the Palestinians.  The Palestinian Authority rejected that offer, abandoned negotiations and again resorted to violence.

Under each statement will be a mish-mash of related facts, articles, statistics, etc.  Chaverim should read as many of these as possible.  Madrichim should circulate to ensure that chaverim are viewing as many things as possible.  30 – 40 minutes.  

Method: In groups of three the chaverim must decide where their beliefs fall between the two statements.  Each group must come to a consensus or unanimous decision before finding their place in the spectrum.  Madrichim should only intervene in discussions if they aren’t productive otherwise we should leave chaverim to their devices.  40 minutes.

Sikkum: A sampling of groups should present their findings.  15 minutes.

  Bus 823

By Chevera Tnua Jamie Beran

            Bus 823 was bombed again today, for the third time this year. Bus 823 that runs from Tel Aviv to Nazareth. The same bus 823 that we took to visit each other during the whole last month of our relationship in your country.  And I say your country, because I seem to be breaking up with your country more effectively than I’ve broken up with you.  I usually assume that you are fine, but today my heart skipped a beat or two when I really allowed myself to hear the familiar echo “four soldiers were killed today in Israel,” and I thought…what if?  I still don’t even know if I would get a phone call.   What Israeli parent would remember their son’s insignificant American fling at a time like this?

            A time in which your country is at war with a faceless enemy.  A face covered by a Kaffyeah.  Any perusal of the local paper reveals the discrepancy.  A tiny, pulled out picture of the bowed heads of small Palestinian girls, obscured by a zoomed in photograph of sad faced, large Israeli women that takes up half the front page.  And all of the consciousness.  And you are a soldier of that war and you are fighting for your country.  Your freedom.  The justification of your existence – as an Israeli, a solider, a man, a Jew.  Because the admittance that it might not be a fight for freedom, but a fight for power.  A fight to prove that you are on the right side, the winning side, is just a little too real for Zionist rhetoric.  Israel always wins, right?  Of course she does…because you are strong, righteous, and backed by the only country that manages to put a more frightening spin on justice than your own.  You see, you are only part of this wheel of violence.  My country is doing the spinning.  And so I am as much of a pawn as you are.  And I’m sorry.

            I’m sorry you live in more fear than I do.  I’m sorry you don’t have the luxury to have the identity crisis I’m having.  I’m sorry you won’t be around to celebrate my 20th birthday.  You flipped the switch on the light the moment I turned 19, seven hours earlier last year.  You sang me happy birthday and we went for a walk and looked for a patch of green in that dirty, paved city we lived in.  A patch of green.  Many parts of your country have beautiful green patches.  That part only had a park full of screaming children. 

Children today, soldiers tomorrow. 

            It’s funny that I was too occupied with our relationship to ask these questions then.  Or maybe I was too occupied with the rhetoric of my life to understand them.

O         C         C         U         P          A         T          I           O         N

It’s a funny word.  To Occupy is to take up time.  To prevent from doing something.  Bad definitions? Maybe I should look it up in the dictionary.

In English? Hebrew? Arabic?

So your government is continuing to push an illegal occupation while my government occupies itself by starting wars all over the place.  Making new axes of evil.  And spinning them.  They make a great team, those guys.

And while they spin our world farther and farther out of control, the thing I tend to cry about most is that I can’t see you right now.  And I really want to see you.  Not for the sake of continuing our homeless relationship – I gave that up a while ago.  But because I’m starting to feel like you aren’t real anymore.  Like I made you up.  As if you weren’t sitting next to me on this bed in a jet lagged daze 8 months ago.  Remember when you came to my country? That was fun, huh?

So I can’t just get on an airplane.  Not only because I can’t afford it.  Not only for lack of time.  Not only because it’s too dangerous to put my parents through allowing me to go.  But because I don’t even know how I feel about your country anymore, let alone the option of my privileged presence there.  Harsh statement, huh?

Harsh times.

I just can’t help but wonder if there are Palestinians who love each other as much as I love you, who don’t need an airplane, or time, or money, but just to get to the other side of the checkpoint.  The other side of your army.  I don’t really need to wonder.  They are there, in spite of the media’s tiny oversight of their existence.  And yes, perhaps one of those same Palestinians blew himself up on Bus 823 this morning.  But bus 823 is a symptom, not a cause.   Besides, most of the men and women of Palestine were not on bus 823.  They were waiting at a checkpoint.  I keep talking about our countries.  They don’t even have a country.  They don’t even have a face.

Just a lot of Band-Aids.

And dirty water.

Bus 823…  I rode for 3  hours on bus 823 one Monday morning after long-weekend visit.  I remember looking out the window and feeling quite grown up in the new found independence that comes with traveling alone in a foreign country.  Your country forces me to grow up all the time.  Because that morning, bus 823 allowed me to sit in contemplation of our tiny universe without a thought to the world around me.  This morning, someone’s thoughts were interrupted.  And as I scrolled down the names on Ha’aretz and sighed with relief when yours, once again, wasn’t one of them, I wondered who else read those names and wept.  The women in the big picture?  The mother of the Palestinian man?  Some other girl in some other country who’s Zionist youth movement sent her to Israel for a year of self-discovery without warning her about the repercussions?

You don’t learn about geo-politics until you get to college.

And so I’ll turn 20 this week and finish out my first spring break in a life so vastly different from yours. 

I don’t think Israeli soldiers get to go on road trips for spring break.  Besides, Ohio is farther from Baltimore than the whole span of Israel. 

You’d probably end up in Palestine if you tried to drive that far.  Actually, last I checked its right up the street.  Be careful.  You shouldn’t go there these days.  That’s one country that happens to be even more dangerous than yours.

Yes.  More dangerous.  Smaller picture.  Bigger guns.

But what am I talking about? Palestine isn’t even a country.  Or perhaps I already mentioned that.

I hope you have a good day today.  I’m sorry my phone call woke you up.  I’m sorry I can’t yet tell you very much of this.  It just seems like a better conversation to have face to face. 

I hope the grass is green and the sky is blue in Israel today, and that this morning greets you with peace in your soul even if there isn’t peace on your land.

I hope it was nice to wake up to the sound of my voice.

I hope you get on the right bus.

  Intifada

By Chevera Tnua Ruth Stevens

When you hear the word Intifadah, what do you hear?  Oh, the Middle East, that complicated nonsense.

In-ti-fa-da.  To me the four hard syllables, one after another, always sound a little like the gunfire I heard one Jerusalem night.  Gilo, a Jewish neighborhood within Jerusalem, and Beit-Jala, an Arab village directly across the Green Line, were exchanging fire.  Gilo and Jala are really cognates, Hebrew and Arabic names for the same place.  Now that place was shooting itself apart.  What divides Gilo and Beit-Jala, I wondered that night, confused.  Language.  Religion.  Culture.  Standard of living.  An imaginary line some generals drew.  But what really?  Nothing.  Nothing!

Bullets.  Explosions.  In-ti-fa-da.  I was in Tel Aviv one weekend, to visit friends and take SAT IIs.  Friday night found me relaxed, strolling down the boardwalk.

In-ti-fa-da.  One thirty in the morning, my cell phone wakes me.  An urgent, worried voice:  “Are you OK?”  Yes, I’m OK.  Back to sleep.

Bullets.  Explosions.  Rocks – I woke up, everything registered.  There had been a bombing at 11:30 last night at a club on the TA beach.

We caught the next bus in.  That was dumb, maybe - but I had to see.  The site of the bombing was not far from where we had been the night before.  The club itself was fenced off, but the pavement, and the flowers people had brought, were visible.  So were the bloodstains.  A makeshift memorial: flowers, pictures, and candles.  Crying relatives.  My heart broke.

Across the street from this grieving, though, was another world.  The bombed nightclub faced an old mosque, Hassan Bek, which was now surrounded by Jews chanting for war, for death.  Inside sat Arabs, defiant, aloof.  We walked over but as I reached the middle of the road one person threw a rock and – Suddenly stones flying over and all around my head filled the air.  Beside me a man wrapped in an Israeli flag gathered them, and yelled, “Why aren’t you throwing rocks too?”  More flew at us, from inside the mosque.  Sirens.  Policemen.  The voices of war and hatred and death.

Hassan Bek marked the traditional border between rich, ultramodern Tel Aviv, and poor, cramped ancient Jaffa.  Again, lines, meaningless walls erected between rich and poor, or Jews and Arabs, or so many other distinctions drawn around the world.

Time and time again I find myself privileged.  Well-off.  American.  On the side with the advantages.  Israel taught me that I have to use those advantages; in every way I can, to help.  I’ve heard, seen, smelt violence: committed both to kill fun-loving teenagers, and to avenge their names.  Names that could have been my own.  The little I know about bullets and bombs and broken glass is too much.  The Intifadah, and so many conflicts like it around the globe, are a reminder of what these walls accomplish.  I want to help bring them down - so that one day people in Beit-Jala and Gilo will hear nothing but the sweet, peaceful silence of Jerusalem night.